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My family is really the pits it seems I'm not good enough for them.
I've basically given up on my mother.
I'm the child she had that she's ashames of .
I didn't do drugs though or get pregnant or drop of school. Since I havew epilepsy that terrible and I guess he blames it all on me that I'm not controlled. It would serve her right if she did have a Grand mal seizure and bust her head open though.
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I always thought my life would have been better if I didn't have these stupid seizures and could work and drive and wasn't looked down on by my family.
It seems my sisters can do know wrong .
She goes adopts my nephew Gabe and basically thinks less and less of me like I'm know longer her child any longer .
So I know longer consider myself her child the way I've been treated by her.
My mother could careless about me, I don't beleive she ever loved me anyway. I do know she almost aborted me. That is the worst thing she could have told me. It just shows she wishes now she had aborted me all along. It's been a few years since I updated anything on this and do I ever have news. My nephew Gabe he's now 35 and he's been married about 14 years now . Gabriel has a son now and I'm not quite sure hold he is. I never had anychildren . I'm 50 yrs old now.
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Mother has always been ashamed of my epilepsy that it would embarass her.
I received an invitation from my mother for a Halloween party -welcme home party for my nephew Gabriel. I finally got her address&phone number.
I called and declined the invitation .
I don't care to have anything else to do with my mother. It sems my nephew-brother can do know wrong.
I called my mother one evening , and itr was the worse thing I could have done.
SHe jumped on me for not going to her place for mothers day. She caled us that morning and invited us. dennis didn't appreciate it didn't want to go.
I told her he didn't want to go.
She accused me of doing this twice ot her and I had to remind her I was there Easter.
I had my VNS replaced 5-24 I told her she didn't even ask me how i was doing and she knew about all the pain I went through more two years ago.When she said wouldn't you rather have pain than seizures.
Actualy I'd rather have none.
I told her I'd broken my collarbone she didn't ask me how I was doing either.
This woman could careless about me ad she can go straight to hell and most likely will.
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I seem to be considered the black sheep of the family, and that I hardly am!
If my family can't accept accept with my help problems than they can all go straight to HELL!
They act better than me than my sisters abandon there kids to be with men !
I don't what get's in my sisters minds when they do that. MY mother abondoned me when I was about 6 months old and she definitely doesn't like talking about one bit.
It seems mother issick with whatever.
I foundout when I was talking to Fran one Sunday.
She couldn't bother to call me though oh no not me.
She can go straight to hell as far I'm concerned.
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Friends are special to me even if they don't me.
i've done a lot to help my family, but they won't admit it for there afraid they'll be embarrased by me.
My sisters have done more to embarass my family by there drug problem than me because of my fights in school of because I;d get sick or even not be able to help the way I act because of my meds or seizures.
I have made more cyber friends than I have true friends. I also have more friends through letter writing than what I could call friends .
I don;t have old school friends I can thank mother for that. SHe made my self esteem so low when I was a lot younger, and didn't think I was worth anything becaus of her.
My mother always put me down as a teenager.
She often called me stupid, which was not true.
I did not find that out till I was in my thirties.
Even today as I'm 42 my mother still looks down on me. She treats my sisters like there something
special though.My sisters where the one and are the ones who think there better than me.
They just do drugs. I take medicine for my epilepsy.
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Where all special I don't care what my family has to say!
Everyone is special in there own way.
Don't let anyone tell you anything differently.
I was told I was dumb&stupid for to long by my mother and sisters, and of course my step-father dad.
But they where defitely wrong and I know it.
If my family can't accept for who I am, with all my faults and health problems I want exactly nothing to do with them. If there so great why can't they stay married to the 1st person they marry?
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