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My dysfunctional family
Doesn't look at what I've accomplished in life.
They just look at my failures is all.

Hi Im Belinda and welcome to my homepage.
It's about my dysfunctional family and there addictions and how they like to put people down when there different what a laugh.

My family has always treated me different because I have epilepsy and Im different from them for s little while so they treat me like a freak and they don't tell me things also but there the ones with the problems so since I don;t work I seem to be looked down on because i don't.My family stresses me out and causes my seizures but hey would never believe that in a million years.

It's not just my immediate family that's dysfuntional, there are alsso my goody-goody cousins that my mother seems to care more about than she'll ever care about me .
I do remember once when i was dating I got 12 roses 6 yellow and 6 pink because I like pink and yelllow roses and my mother pointed out to me that my cousin Barbara got 12 red roses and I told her if I had wanted 12 red red roses I would have gotten 12 red roses.

MY DYSFUNCTIONAL FAMILY IS ASHAMED OF ME BECAUSE IM DIFFERENT!I'm not a drug addict like Cathy or recovering addict like my other two sisters. I was never stupid enough to get involved with drug, or with men that beat me up like my sisters.
My family has always treated me differently because I have epilepsy .I still swear to this day that there ashamed of me because I'm not what they'd call "NORMAL" yet my family is far from ever being normal they hardly ever have anything to do with me except if they want something from me.


Fran has had 5 kids by two men and she abandoned her first three kids to a boyfriend who raised them.
Frasn has been into drugs bad like Cathy but knowone remembers such things that my sisters do .
Cathy left her son with mother to raise and I helped.
Cathy has disappeared knowone knows where she is.
My mother has said to me she thinks she maybe dead.
Which is quite possible with Cathy.
My mother shows more emotion toward Cathy than she ever has toward me.
belindathegreeneyedy@yahoo.com

When people in my family findout they have severe problems.
I care about other people more and there feelings but my other family members sure don't . they just looks out for themselves and think i should feel sorry for people that cause there own problems like cathy who caused her Hepatitis C.
My step -father Don had cancer and I know he didn't cause his problem like Cathy caused hers.
Don seems to be more caring since he developed cancer and he was never that way before.
MY family can all go to hell for all I care.
They could careless about me I could be dead and they'd think it was my fault.
My family has always found away to blame me for everything.They don't think I'm worth anything because of my uncontrolled seizures;yet I'm able to work a computer which surprised them.

My sister Anne has always thought she was better.
Anne got married when she was 16 years old for the first time and had her daughter Angel when she was 18.She divorced Larry when she was 19 and several years later she married again an Arab he was from Kuwait and she had a son Amir. 6 years later she was married to someone else in the middle east and had a daughter named Amanda. Anne is now married to someone from Croatia it's over by Russia.
Anne likes bragging about her trips over seas .
She thinks she's superior to foreigners.

MY FAMILY EVEN LOOKS DOWN ON ME .
Some families think there better than some people because they don't have the health problems that person has.
Im not diabetic but I wouldn't put my mother down because she is.
Mother just had her leg and foot amputated because of her diabetes.
Shegot onto me because I didn't call her.
But I did call her.She just seems to want to forget things like that. Payback isn't nice when it happenes to now.
I was in the hospital twice for surgeries she never came and visited me. I was in the hospital once for my seizures andshe couldn't visit me.
And all these times I din't get one phone call or one card from her either asking how I was either.



She seems to think because i can't drive work or do other things, that Im not normal.
I was told by my God mother that once she said when I went down in a seizure, oh she's having another one .I couldn't exactly help the seizure I was having .This tells me my mother could careles about what ever happened to me.
Fran has had 5 kids by two men

An exboyfriend of Fran's raised her first three kids. She just got tired of them and left them with him.It seems after her kids are so old there not cute to her anymore.

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I've never acted like an idiot as a teenager or even gotten pregnant as a teen so I'm the black sheep of the family.