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Families that don't think you try .
I was once told by my mother that she didn't think I tried in school.
I studied for hours on end but my meds made it so i couldn't remember what I studied.
My sisters just thought I was stupid in school.
I tried hard really hard but the stupid drugs I took robbed me of remembering things. My family just couldn't think maybe the drugs did that though.
It was like they thought I wanted to flunk out.
I wasn't like them I actually tried not like them.
My sisters had a life unlike me.
They had bofriends and dates. I didn't date in Highschool, I stayed to myself and got in my share of fights in school. Oh mother dear never let me forget that thogh. She ran away got married but she'd say that was different.
I felt so hated by my family when I was a teenager I tried to commit suicide twice. My mother never thought anything was because of her though.Oh no that couldn't have anything to od with her.
When people have it easy it in school they always expect there kids to great like them.
My mother would never admit to that though.
She thinks she's better than everyone.
She thinks she has it hard in life.Well that woman. should try going through life having seizures.
She would continue driving like an idiot.
When I did meet people who also had epilepsy I also found out they had same problem I did.
It was long after I was out of school though.
My family thought i used my seizures as an excuse.
I found out that they had as many problems as I did in school with work .
I was supposedly just suppose to not try hard enough said mother. Who had it so easy in school.
She should have it hard in life with an illness and have to give it her all to just get through life.
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