When I first moved out on my own in the 80's was the best time for me. That only lasted around 1 1/2 years though because my seizures started to increase;and my meds started to depress me real bad again.

I ended up trying committ suicide my meds had me so depressed and I ended up moving back in with mother.
Now that was a drag and I hated it too.
I didn't think my family cared about me and that they would be better off without me;when I tried to committ suicide. I didn't know than but, the meds I took for my epilepsy were the culprits that had depressed to the point of suide.I found out years later the meds were the reason I got so depressed, and didn't care whther I lived or died.

So always tell your doc when your depressed on a medication and let him/her know what's going on. 

My husband has been my rock and has been there for me,and I've discussed what I've done in the past before I met him.